I know it's wierd for me to post twice in a day...

BUt... i just want you to tell me what you think of the redecore here...

And to tell you that the lovely Pic in the header isn't mine.. and if you want to use it... please contact...

http://myspace.com/love_enchantress

I don't know her personally... but i DO know how it feels if some one rips off something you worked for!!!

PS: Please read the post below this... cuz thats the "real" post that i did...

So!!!!!!

In another week and a day... i shall be an year wiser and older.... funny enough, the eighteenth year of my life was the most easy and hard of them all... easy cuz there wasn't much to do(*except in the last two months or so) and hard cuz i've had to learn of almost everything from NOT doing it myself.

In anycase... i think i'll love this year just like i love all the other years that have passed... the simple reason being that i love the life i live... anyone who reads this... and doesn't feel as if they don't love their life... please just remember that once it's gone.. it aint comin back!!!! Sure i feel like i hate all of it too... but Hell!! i love it all the same...

So after a wek and a day... i cease being a minor in the eyes of the law... which means!!!! that my signature will have a lot more weight behind it!!!

Which by the way i one of the best things that could happen to me... why?? cuz i can go buy myself a phone... yeah i know... mighty lot that is... but still it shows me(*of all people!!!)that i CAN finally sign contracts....

Hmmm... i'm still wondering what i want to do for celebration... my natural inclination being to just curl up and sleep it all off!!(*btw i woke up at noon today) but then...

I dunno... i shall tell what i got upto on my birthday when i do it... whatever "IT" maybe...

hmmm...

I think thats all this post has to about... hmmm... i can add dreary things about my homework... and about a math test that's happening tomo... but then that'll just bore you and me to tears...Yeah those!

whhat else?? what else??

Oh yeah... me hit a writers block?? yeah..

Nothing even vaguely imaginative comes to  my mind these days... the static in my head is clearly slowly(*rather slower than i expect it actuallly!!) but clearing nontheless... so lets keep my fingers crossed that it clears enough for me to start writing again!?!!?

Bye everyone...

The thing with trust... is that most of the time, when you need it.. it aint around... and whenever your NOt exactly looking for it... it shows up in the most funny and sad places...

But i guess hope and trust could be classed as "the highest" of human feeling... after all... they're what keeps us from going under... and i guess finding it anywhere(*whether your looking for it or not) should be something to be happy about right!?!!?

I am happy about it... but now i gotta set about finding a way to find the darn things in myself?? yeah... anyone would know that i'm not exactly a "trusting" person... many people find me "trustworthy" but thats another question alltogether!!!

My way to trust usually involves holding something over the head of the person involved... which means that i can hurt them if they spill on me? get it?? a case of double negatives giving a result that behaves as a positive?? i see that it isn't a positive at all... just works practically....

The process of self exploration... was always a dark and dank story... most of the time.. in my case...

and what my trouble in this world is that i search for things that don't exsist here at all?!?!

Anyways... everyone who visits here... is invited to make comments... positive and negative here... i love hearing from people... and i'll really enjoy reading what you gotta say....

Take care...

and have an awesome week ahead...

 

I'm bored... but i'm not doing my homework?? Well... it'll tget done tomorow!!!

So in the meanwhile!!! lets do something i've been missing for a long time...

Lets get quizzy?? not my homework style ones... those i've seen enough of for the whole bloody month!!! but seriously, the ones that are nice...

My cold has gottten worse thanx to the fact that i have no idea of what to wear when its cold... today i went out in a short sleeved jacket... and the sore throat that had almost gone away is BACK with a venegance!!! oh do i hate myself for being this way!!!

I couldn't  find anything of worth to put here...

Maybe one of my random thoughts??

Yeah!! "That one day in the future... the "brand spankin' new music" we listen to!!! will be OLDIES!!!!!" HEE hee

 

So what happened to vitani????

Yeah well i moved out of home... the home i love.. the green place... the lovely green place...(*stop me before i get too emo over my "lost for the moment paradise okay"??)

Anyway the place i've moved to is on the edge of the world... and a ver very pretty edge of the world it is... it's winter here by the way which puts it one the southern hemisphere....

And vitani i swamped in homework... and this means that she has resumed her education after two years of not learning much... which also means that i've become really lazy... and rusty...

Please don't ask me what i'm studying cuz it makes me sooo embarassed!!! no but really... i'm going to be an "ACCOUNTANT!!!" yeah yeah go on and laugh at me!!! I know that it's a far cry from the art and poetry that i love... but i say... if what you love can't keep you alive in this world... kindly find something that WILL!!! This choice i think, though i don't pparticularly "like" it... will be able to keep me in the "zone"..

i haven't written anything these days... i'm so busy just getting from one sunrise to the next... and i have so many thoughts crammped into my small skull that getting something that actually makes sense to "ME" has come to be a problem... leave alone something to make sense to other peopel!!!

hee hee...thats only half true okay... so don't worry i aint going "out" yet...

And Thanx out to everyone whho dropped in here... and left comments... and tags... and everyone who simply came, saw that there aint nothing going on... and left... I love you guys... I'll post something about the crazy life of a uni kid... every week....

I'll be going to all the journals on my freinds list... and some off it just to let you know... if i have time that is...

I have a massive cold once again!!! yaeh i know...

Anyways... i think i shall dig out one of my poems from some old time when i was young(*younger tahn i am anyway...) i packed my treasure with me...

Inventor

Do you know how hard i've worked?

To draw up the plans?

Get the stuff??

To build the perfect machine?

How many times i've gone wrong?

How many tmes i threw it away?

and cried for my wearied time?

How long i've waited?

But, whats done is done...

And it's over

Finished.

And now all i got to do..

Is throw the switch

And watch the thing at work

Perfect timing, Perfect motion,

Perfect Balance... Perfect work...

A fitting Perfect end to my.... baby,

My invention...

But how in my time of creating??

Was i to know??

That what to me is Perfect...

Would be used by so many??

For so much wronge?

And pain??

 

                                                     

Yeah!!

I've gotten a cold(*a real case of the sniffles if you ask me..) [

And it gets no better if i go and watch two hours of tv on top of that!!! As a result of doing just that... my left eyes twitching away like crazy!!!!

Most people get warm when they get even slightly ill... me??
I just go cold.... real clammy... i know exact opposite of the normal...

My poor head can't take the computer screen glare anymore!!!!

See ya later and hope my eye stops twitching now...it's driving me crazy!!!!!

So i did go on and buy a new one...

I'll be posting some pics of my whole collection in here when i get some time... but this ones slightly smaller than the one that broke... and this one seems to be slightly thicker... and has a better "glow" than the previous...

Ummm...

I've been called an alligator by someone?? and i still have no idea why that is??

If someone could give me a name of a wild animal... what would it be?? Go on and tell me okay??

Okay so i have gone shopping!!!

And i've bought myself a garment that may come across to some of you to be rather exotic...

Around 5 meters of flat fabric... It's quite a common thing to be seen wearing around here...

But it is known that it gets pretty hot and sweaty(*especially if your wearing chiffon or something that's not cotton...)and rather hard to get used to walk in...

But.....

The fact is that it's a really beautiful thing...

The new one that i have acquired(*YEAH YEAH... The first one that i've bought for myself) is simply gorgeous!!

It's black... and worked with a whole heap of red sequins and silver beads... Ah... I could go on for ever....


It can only be worn at some kind of formal evening thingy... i hope to find something to wear it to sometime... It's horrid to buy something and not have anywhere to actually wear it to and not feel overdresesed...

My bad mood has been remedied for the time being by some retail therapy... but i still feel pretty ... ohh i don't want to think about it!!!

I'll be back...

Tell me anything that you guys know about saris okay?? I'd ;like to see what the world thinks about it...